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The path to becoming a healer was not a straightforward one for me. I began my journey feeling emotionally drained and questioning my own worth. It was during my darkest moments that I realised something needed to change, not just on the outside but within my very soul. This realisation became the catalyst for my deep dive into the world of energy and emotional healing.
My life was forever changed on April 13th, 2021, when my daughter Emma (7) passed away, after a short and intense battle with a rare form of heart cancer. As you can imagine, but I hope you never have to experience, losing a child is heartbreaking. The scars of the loss of someone so precious to me I will always carry and wear with pride. The joyful moments and memories we shared together will forever remain with me and this is how I remember Emma.
There aren’t enough people who can truly say they can sit with their emotions. I didn’t have a choice. It took me two more years of grief and family turbulence, before I finally reached my breaking point. During a 12-hour night shift as a power station operator, I finally broke down and asked the universe for help. There was no further for me to fall.
A short time later, I was catapulted into my spiritual awakening after visiting, by chance, the local crystal shop. It was the first time in my life that I truly felt seen for who I was, without the masks that I wore or the wounds that I carried. It was like coming home. This marked the beginning of my journey to explore life and put together the puzzle pieces that had been hidden from view. Like a kid in a candy store, I eagerly dove in and couldn’t get enough.
Losing Emma and the resultant grief put an enormous strain on my marriage. As I began to awaken, and heal some of my wounds, the gap between myself and my wife grew, to the point reconciliation wasn’t possible. Our marriage crumbled, ending our 16 year relationship. Shortly after, I quit my job and left the country to give myself some space. I needed time to heal, understand and process the depths of my emotions.
I started to unravel the layers of conditioning, trauma, suppressed emotion, energy cords, hooks, heart strings, and past lives that had been holding me back and shaping who I was. It became my main life focus to remove what isn’t truly me, and to live in alignment with my soul. This intention has helped me progress to where I am today. It has led me to always strive to push my limits, with truth as the guiding compass for life.
Through my intense awaking and reclamation of my personal power, I’ve had the privilege of working with amazing practitioners across a variety of modalities. These have included shamanic journeys and training, experiential astrology, divine masculine embodiment and many more.
All have been powerful experiences in their own unique way. It took me a long time to learn that intention is everything. The one thing you can’t do is abrogate responsibility for your own healing, and this is where true empowerment lies.
For every session, workshop and retreat I have experienced, I have done more than twice the work alone searching for the edge of my cliff. That place inside that you fear to tread. The truth is, once you confront your fear, it becomes the road under your feet.
My journey of awakening and reclaiming personal power has led me to many profound realisations, which have unfolded and evolved on my journey to heal. These feel like deep remembering from the soul.
Initially, I confronted limiting beliefs and worked on releasing emotions physically. A transformative exercise I found effective was writing down these limitations and channeling a positive belief in their place. This process released the emotional weight of both the limitation and aspiration. Over time, I discovered my ability to perceive emotional densities in people’s etheric bodies. With continued practice, I can channel various frequencies of light (I feel them as unconditional loving energy), each represented by a different colour.
The way I have identified the holes in my own field is, to quote a mentor, “by finding the edges of my cliff, where I fear to tread” – by noting the themes of my life, the things that have always bound me or kept me small.
Life offers us all a mirror. We will continue to run into the ‘energetic walls’ of our life – the “I’m not good enough”, “I’m not worthy” or “I’m unlovable”, until we shift the paradigm and heal the hole in our field that we carry with us. Once the comfortable emotional bed that sustains negative voices has been stripped, the negative influences often choose to leave.
Most of my healing has been a solitary endeavor, guided by listening to and sitting with my emotions. Feeling them in the body and not allowing the distraction of the not-self to interfere. I am deeply committed to continuing on my own personal healing journey and know that as I go deeper, my ability to assist others will only grow. I work with my mentors several times a month. to delve deeper into myself one by one shedding the layers of the healing onion because I know that the best life I can live is one in alignment with my soul. The freest expression of me that I can bring to the world.
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